Locked HeartCalm down poor heartI'm sorry for all the pain I've cost youThis will all be over soonI promise I will take good care of youNo one will come in youAnd hurt you againHe was the last one that played with youI'm sorry for all the tears you had to drop.From now on I'll lock you upAnd throw away the key.No one will harm you as long as you beat.
They Say Time Takes Away PainI just need some time alone tonightI need sometime to renew my lifeWish that the world would just stopThis is the last tear I want to dropSo many things going on right nowWish it will all turn aroundI wish I just had some time aloneJust to know if I am really on my ownI need time to find out who I amI need to figure out for what I standMy heart needs to start overMy soul needs to take coverIs there a safe way I can hide?Before my madness and pain collideCan the world stop so I can catch my breath?I need time to say my goodbyes before my deathThey say time takes away the painWhat about the loneliness and shame?These scars never really healEternal happiness was never real
One Year TodayOne year ago todayYou touched your lips with mineYou said it was nothing and we let it thereLater you said I was always in your mindI fell for your lipsI thought you loved me tooBut it was all a lieI thought you were trueYou took me for grantedAnd then walked awayYou didn't even looked at my faceNow I'm alone cursing this dayI hope one day you feel like thisHope you give your heart to someoneAnd watch as she breaks it and halfAnd then walks away laughing in the funHope you die of a broken heartJust like I did a year agoI hope someone rips away your heartAnd gives it as food to a crowI hope you rot on your graveThat's what you get for breaking me apartYou will be the one to burnI will personally destroy your heart
I Can't Do This By My SelfEvery night that passes and I'm aloneI wish I could tell you "I love you"'Cause I feel I wouldn't pass the nightDeath seems so good at times like theseMy dry blood shot eyes burnTime to cry bloodI need you to help me get upLike you always doEven if you don't knowI can't do this by myselfI need you to be hereTo tell me that everything's going to be okTo help me get trough the dayThe scars in my arms tell the taleHave you noticed them?Do you know the stories?Just by you being by my side,You don't know how much help you areWhen I get those impulses, temptationsI see images of you cryingYour words ring in my ears"Don't do it"There's a lot of things I need to sayBut I don't know where to startWhat words to you use?I can't do this by myself.Would you stay by my side during the ride?I need you by my side.With out you I wouldn't be here today.Thank you for all that you've doneThat's for sharing your laughterThanks for teaching me how to surviveThanks for giving
You're Gone.I'm crying right nowBecause of youA memory.Something that will never come again.I just can't let go of you.No matter how many people tell meThat I should.I just can't.You made me so happy.Made me feel so special.Now you're gone.And who understands?Who even wants to listen for real?